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As strange as it sounds... I must say that for once in a very long long while I have felt that strange feeling of contentment .... finally....

And I think that has to do alot with the fact that I have a very different view...a different idea and understanding of 'contentment'... now whether I have manipulated that to suit my needs....or it is as it is.... I am not sure... but I know that I am ok... and I will get through all this... :)

Dictionary.com states
-->  'contentment'- "The state of being contented; satisfaction; ease of mind"
-->  'contented' - "to be content"
-->  'content' - "satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else"


I must say that I am satisfied and have ease of mind....but not wanting more or anything else....hmm???

I want alot more...and I do want a few additions to what I have now... but I am happy at the moment where I sit in my life...in this point of my timeline of life...if that makes any sense

I sat at home all morning today :) from waking up time until now...and will be here until approx 5:30 before I head to Rep Training...and I didn't think I would last...if anything... I thought I would go insane!!  It's strange how a little (or ALOT!!) of netball paperwork... netball admin...and more netball keeps me occupied for so long!!

Netball and food that is.... that's the hard part though.... being content.... makes me eat... ALOT!!! I think I put on a kilo today alone!!! Need one of those bad days now to even out the weight gain :) LOL

I was thinking this morning....why do people blog? why do I blog? why did I start to blog???
My answers
- People blog for so many different reasons....whether it is to show off their life... have somewhere to write their thoughts...share their ideas...or simply to pass time... the reasons are endless...
- For me... I blog because I look back....and I can see where my headspace was at at particular points in my life... and when I am ready to close that door in life...the blog disappears too....
- why did I start this time... because I am trying to find a new headspace... I am trying to create a new one... and where better to start than to sort through all the crap to arrive at contentment....

And I have now approached 'contentment' and will now enjoy the journey of contentment... and hopefully.... fingers cross from here on in...me and contentment.... (technically contentment and I =D) will be walking the same road for a long while... that peace of mind just makes life so much easier! so much more enjoyable! and makes that LITTLE BIT more sense....

Well...enough to keep me sane anyway :)

Well... here's to another weird blabbering blog that (sorry Jess!!!) is long-ish? =D