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And when I just stop...have time to myself...and think.... I wonder...is it really what I think it is....life that is.... so I am coping.... I get that part...but is it rude and selfish to say.... it still doesn't feel like it's enough?

Getting caught up in the world of uni and netball is time killing...but I don't know if it's enough.... but I guess I would go absolutely loopey without it.... but I also wonder sometimes if there was more... maybe it would be better... but then again....better than what.............................